Sebelum ni saya ada cakap yang saya pergi PLKN. Memang dah pergi. Dah jejak pun kaki kat kem tu.
Tapi, disebabkan 2013 adalah tahun yang mencabar bagi saya, saya di masukkan ke hoapital. Kenapa? sebab suspect denggi.

First time tahu suspect tu, sedih sangat rasanya. kena ambil darah. Pergi klinik tanpa ibu disisi. Yelah, biasanya kalau pergi klinik ada ibu yang teman kan. kali ni tak ada. hanya jurulatih PLKN yang teman kan. dalam perjalanan nak pergi klinik tu saya asyik menangis je. mengenangkan nasib. Jurulatih kat depan tak perasan saya nangis.

Firdt sekali time nak daftar PLKN, semua orang bawa surat. surat apa? saya pun tak tahu sebab saya TAK DAPAT surat tu. Kalut gila. Tapi orang yang uruskan kata no hal. okay lega..

Time nak pergi tu, tengah demam. Dalam bas okay lagi. Time dah sampai, demam datang menyerang lagi! Pergh.. semua benda buat slow. First sekali kat kaunter satu amik no ID. no ID saya P8K20. kaunter 2 lak bagi akaun BSN. saya kata tak dapat surat. so, akak tu bagi borang untuk isi. time nak bangun tu, NAME TAG PUTUS. akak tu kata nanti tukar. saya iyakan je lah.

Kaunter seterusnya, check kesihatan. akak yang jage situ ikat je name tag saya kat lubang mana2. okay, dah buruk jadinya. Time nak serahkan ubat, ramai sangat nak kena tunggu. so, disebabkan demam saya cepat letih. and sambil tunggu, saya TERTIDUR!!.. terjaga je orang kat depan dah jauh ke depan dan orang sekeliling tengok je. malu siot! macam mana lah boleh tertidur ni.

Next kaunter is penyerahan barang rampasan. barang saya yang kena rampas hanyalah highlighter and compasses. lepas tu letak barang kat dorm. time dah dirikan beg nak tarik, saya biarkan beg tu berdiri sementara nak amik baldi dan beg tu boleh pulak jatuh! orang kat depan tengok je sambil senyum. laki tau yang senyum tu. lagilah tambah malu di muka ini. saya pun senyum balik sambil blah la apa lagi..!

Time nak pergi dorm, dorm pula atas bukit. dengan beg berat tangan kiri dan baldi tangan kanan saya daki tangga seorang diri. nak pitam rasanya. semuanya saya buat tanpa rakan di sisi. orang lain kebanyakannya dengan kawan. mana kawan saya? lesap entah ke mana.

Tiga hari kemudian, masuk hospital sebab dah 5 hari demam tak baik2. saya tak tahu pun saya demam keesokan harinya. tapi kawan kata panas. :(

with my fav bear (jgn marah fana,hehe)

yum yum sushi

Lepas je habis SPM, ni lah kali kedua saya online dan buka blog. Yelah kat rumah tak ada internet. sedih nye. in pun pergi cyber cafe. and I have 2 hours before the time is end and i will not open this blog until 3 month later. (disaster english). you know why? Because I will go to PLKN TOMORROW for 3 month. waaaa! Saya akan rindu keluarga saya dan blog ni.

Rindu kwan2 kat sekolah lame. Diorang cakap saya mungkin akan dapat kawan yang ramai kat sana. Tapi, masalahnya, diorang tu gila - gila macam kawan saya tak. tak pe lah belum pergi lagi dah fikir macam - macam.

Sejak kerja kat kedai runcit ni, perangai saya dah lain sikit. selalu tersenyum. peramah. haha dulu, nak senyum kat orang pun susah. Pergi PLKN nanti, saya nak jadi aktif. No more pasif and negative. Tak nak jadi pemalu. Insyallah doakan ye.

Lupa nak cakap, kem PLKN saya dekat Kem Sembrong, ayer Hitam. nasib baik dekat Johor je . Dekat dengan rumah mak cik. Boleh la dia lawat nanti.

Baru - baru ni, say ada kenal dengan satu abang ni (abang ke? 24 tahun) untung nya dia pun orang batu pahat. Dia tahu kat mana Kem PLKN tu. Tapi setakat tu je lah hubungan kitorang. Aku kenal dia pun sebab dia salah nombor. ( tk tahu la betul tak apa yang dia cakap tu.)

Saya hampir habis pack barang memandang kan barang yang nak dibawa banyak sebab 3 bulan merantau. So, bilik berselerak nak mam. tadi pun baru beli makanan such biskut dan jajan. yelah, orang dah gaji. baru gaji semalam. dapat RM 240 je sebab kerja setengah bulan. 

PLKN siri 10/2013

Hwaiting, Ganbatte, Good Luck, Selamat Berjaya Atikah!!! Haipp

Yeay! Harini first day saya kerja. Best juga lah. Jadi cashier, susun barang, tag harga. DUA peti sejuk tu kena hafal harga - harga air. Tak campur harga aiskrim lagi. Saya dah la jarang beli aiskrim. Semua barang saya tag harga. Takut lupa. -_-" Jadi cashier pun ada cabarannya juga tau. Banyak kali saya salah tekan mesin tu. Nasib baik bos tak marah. Ustaz lah katakan.

Tengahari pula isteri dia datang. Ni ustazah pula. Pakai purdah. Teringin nak tengok muka dia. Dia datang baa anak kecil dia. Afifah namanya. 5 bulan. Tapi dia demam. kesian. Diorang berbual dalam bahasa arab tau. Jangan main - main. Dalam lebih kurang pukul 3 dia ajak makan bekal yang dia bawa. Dia pun bukalah purdah dia. Wah! Cantik sangat. Muka macam Pakistan. Saya suka tengok muka dia bila dia senyum. :). Cantik je. Gigi dia tersusun rapi.

Malau tu, semua otot rasa sengal - sengal. susah nak tidur. Aduh!

Hello! If you are a class clown, i bet you must know this song. starts fron their debut, solo until now, I crazy about their songs especially KANG JUN! who have been main character in this MV. Daebak!

Romanized:

(with individual parts)

[Kangjun] Meoreojilkkabwa naega sirheojilkkabwa
Malhago sipeotneunde ibi
Tteoreojijiga anhasseo

[Kangjun] Nado moreuge neol bulleo
Neol bomyeon nae gaseumi tteollyeo
Cheombuteo ni nunbiche kkeullyeo
Orae dwaesseo neoreul johahage dwaesseo

[Ray] Soljikhi niga naegen neomu gwabunhan geo ara
Neo malgo dareun yeojaneun pillyo eobseo baby

[Maru] Jeongmal geu sarami johni
Geu namjan neol saranghal jul molla
[Siwoo] Ni yeope geu saramboda naega deo jal eoullil tende

[Maru] Jeongmal geu sarangi johni
Ni nunmul naega daesin dakkajulge
[Siwoo] Ulji malgo naegero but I know

[Kangjun] Meoreojilkkabwa naega sirheojilkkabwa
Malhago sipeotneunde ibi
Tteoreojijiga anhasseo

[Ray] Meoreojilkkabwa na geobi nanabwa
Hoksirado neowa naui saiga
Jeongmal eosaekhaejyeo meoreojilkkabwa

[Rome] Move now sarajyeo bogido neomu himdeuljyo
Idaero neol bonaendamyeon pyeongsaeng huhoe hagetjyo
Geu namja nuga bwado neol himdeulge haneun bad boy
Naega deo jalhaejulge baby
Meoreojyeo gandaneun saenggage meongi deureoga nae mame
Ajikdo neoui nungae dareun namjaga boine
I wanna break down I wanna break down mianhae

[Maru] Jeongmal geu sarangi johni
Neon haengbokhae boijiga anha
[Siwoo] Jamkkanirado niga haengbokhaesseumyeon johgesseo

[Maru] Jeongmal geu sarami johni
Ni nunmul naega daesin dakkajulge
[Siwoo] Ulji malgo naegero but I know

[Kangjun] Meoreojilkkabwa naega sirheojilkkabwa
Malhago sipeotneunde ibi
Tteoreojijiga anhasseo

[Ray] Meoreojilkkabwa na geobi nanabwa
Hoksirado neowa naui saiga
Jeongmal eosaekhaejyeo meoreojilkkabwa

[Maru] I don’t know I I don’t know
Nado moreugesseo ireon gamjeong
[Siwoo] I don’t know I I don’t know
Naega museun jiseul haneun geonji

[Kangjun] Naneun neo hana bakke molla
Jigeum neo animyeon na michilji molla na jeongmal

[T.K] Oneureun naege malhago sipeo
([Rome] Malhago sipeunde geuge jal andoe)
[T.K] Oneureun naege malhago sipeo
[Rome] I want to just say it but I know I can’t do it

[T.K] Jeongmal dapdaphae niga banghwangdoeneun ge boyeo nan neowa danduri itdaneun sangsange
Gibun johajyeo sireun nollasseo nae yeopjarien neoga gyeote eobseotdan geol mollasseo
([Kangjun] Ni yeope maeil itgo sipeunde everyday ni moksoriga deutgo sipeunde)
[T.K] Amudo moreuge dagawaseo naui soneul jabajwo

[Kangjun] Meoreojilkkabwa naega sirheojilkkabwa
Malhago sipeotneunde ibi
Tteoreojijiga anhasseo

[Ray] Meoreojilkkabwa na geobi nanabwa
Hoksirado neowa naui saiga
Jeongmal eosaekhaejyeo meoreojilkkabwa

English Translation:

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me
I wanted to tell you but my lips
Would not move

Without knowing, I call your name
When I see you, my heart trembles
From the start, I was attracted to your eyes
It’s been a while since I started liking you

Honestly, I know you’re too good for me
If it’s not you, I don’t need any other girl, baby

Do you really like that person?
That guy doesn’t know how to love you
I would be a better fit than that guy next to you

Do you really like that love?
I’ll wipe away your tears for you
Don’t cry and come to me, but I know

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me
I wanted to tell you but my lips
Would not move

In case you go far away, I am scared
What if our relationship gets really awkward
And we grow far apart?

Move now, just disappear because it’s too hard to see you
If I let you go like this, I’ll regret it forever
Anyone can see that guy is a bad boy who will make you struggle
I’ll treat you better baby
My heart is bruised at the thought of you getting far away
But in your eyes, there’s another guy
I wanna break down, I wanna break down, I’m sorry

Do you really like that love?
You don’t look happy
I want you to be happy even just for a moment

Do you really like that person?
I’ll wipe away your tears for you
Don’t cry and come to me, but I know

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me
I wanted to tell you but my lips
Would not move

In case you go far away, I am scared
What if our relationship gets really awkward
And we grow far apart?

I don’t know I I don’t know
I don’t know what I’m feeling
I don’t know I I don’t know
I don’t know what I’m doing

I only know you alone
If it’s not you, I really might go crazy

Today, I want to tell you
(I want to tell you but it’s not easy)
Today, I want to tell you
I want to just say it but I know I can’t do it

I’m so frustrated, I can see that you’re lost
At the thought of being alone with you
I get happy – but actually I was surprised
I didn’t know that you weren’t there by my side
(I want to be by your side every day
Every day, I want to hear your voice)
Without anyone knowing, come to me and hold my hand

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me
I wanted to tell you but my lips
Would not move

In case you go far away, I am scared
What if our relationship gets really awkward
And we grow far apart?

Read more: http://www.kpoplyrics.net/c-clown-far-away-young-love-lyrics-english-romanized.html#ixzz2FDamIX1H 

SOME INTERESTING THINGS ABOUT B1A4

The Big Reveal about B1A4’s Interview
Do you still feel a little unsatisfied after reading the interview with B1A4 in issue no. 38 (August edition) of TRENDY magazine? This time, we’ll show you the behind the scene shots of B1A4’s photo shoot!

B1A4 has a schedule that is as explosive as their popularity, and the only time in which they were able to take time out of their busy schedule was in between their filming for their new Japanese MV. In order to fulfil the B1A4 fans’ requests, TRENDY brought all the necessary equipment flew to Seoul to the studio without a second word so as to be able to directly interview B1A4 and hold a photo shoot! Even though we’re taking photos on a corner of the set, B1A4’s wonderful expressions definitely matched up to what they could’ve had while shooting on a set, and their professionalism is 100%!

The good feelings between the B1A4 members are fully exposed, right from the members’ actions from when the photo taking begins, where they speak softly to one another with smiles, or pat one another’s backs or shoulders, to the point where even when it is not their turn to be in the photo, they continue watching one another’s photo shoot from the side, looking attentively.

After taking a group shot, the B1A4 members gather together in a small circle to play scissors paper stone. It turns out that they are using it to decide who gets to have their photos taken first, and after the game, looking from their expressions, you can tell who has to have their photo taken last!

The brotherly duo CNU and Baro, when they were broken up into smaller groups to take photos, the more they played, the happier they got, except when Baro’s massaging CNU’s shoulders… It looks like it wouldn’t be very comfortable! Where we are, we can almost hear CNU’s weak cries of pain, haha~

Mischievous Sandeul takes the opportunity to sneakily tug at Jinyoung’s collar when they’re getting their clothing fixed, and Jinyoung, who got a huge shock, immediately grabs his face as a form of punishment, only to find that Sandeul doesn’t back down, returning a blow. The mischief Sandeul is wrecking doesn’t end, and he makes a move on Gongchan when they’re starting their photo shoot, and when Jinyoung isn’t noticing, they quickly exchange poses with tacit understanding, and Jinyoung, who’s unable to react on time, bursts out laughing, along with everyone else present.


credit: Dkpopnews